23rd of October 2012

Well today i woke at like 8:30? I THOUGHT I WAS ALL GOOD FOR SCHOOL AND ALL BUT I GOT SO LAZY :( so i slept til like 10? brush my teeth and all and i saw my grandma :O like usually she would like yell at me but today she didnt. she said nothing at all! like wow its super weird. its not her ya know? well i was in my room the whole time til 11:20 cause my bus comes at 11:29 so i can get to brendans house :D well i got there and we just chilled and talked about stuff thats been happening around us. around 1 is when sunny came over and we just talked and ate :D all i ate was like greens and rice :O no meat and we had the weirdest conversation ever! i think we were talking about how often we jack off.... HAHAH I KNOW ITS WEIRD. to be honest i havent jacked in ages... LOOL and oh my god i didnt say this before. since im not a virgin and all yet, i still want to wait for a few months if me and belinda do it. Cause ya know i dont want her doing it with the wrong person or anything. i want her to love me when she does it, cause it seems like she doesnt love me that much but she does. Maybe cause i dont receive the same amount of love that i give. oh well not everyone gets what they want. Im happy with what i got right now :) i love her heaps! shes the best friend a guy would ever want. i dont get her ex broke up with her.... bored of her? man shes the funniest girl ive known and the most chilled girl :) understanding is what i love most :) anyway getting off track, just hung out today at shisha and pool table :D was fun and all but it got boring cause we always do it D: well today i went library cause yeah belinda needed to study for accounting and chemistry :) so i went there aswell just cause i wanna be around her <3 :D just chilled and i went home early today :D feel so good boy today! woo :) then i just ate heaps and heaps of food and showered :) now watching movies so i can fall asleep :D well ill sleep when this little nigga belinda gets out of my head :) love you heaps belinda! sometimes i wanna call you babe :( BUT IM SO SHY D; so umm goodnight and sweet dreams babe :) you officially slept 5 times on me :( but its cute as :D and i dont lie to you babe <3 i swear :D